Hey everyone! I have some awesome, horrible, terrifying, and sad but also happy news.
I'm moving to Oregon...(I think...)
In the last post, I had mentioned having to move again after living on my own for five months because of a whole long story, and I've had so many different ideas and suggestions going through my head for the last couple of weeks I could probably throw up with how dizzying it all is.
At first, a friend of mine (Jess) had offered for me to come down to Richmond to live with her and her husband. Then, my older sister and my brother-in-law offered up their spare room in Oklahoma.
Now, I had tried to find a place to live on my own in southern Connecticut, then in the entire state of Connecticut, but I just can't find a place here that I can realistically afford on my own. So I had broadened my search to the surrounding areas (RI, NY, MA) but only found a very, very small selection of options. Playing around with ideas, I looked into Portland, Oregon. My older sister and I had gone out there with my dad a few summers back to visit my aunts and cousins and honestly, I really love it out there. After our week vacation was up, I really didn't want to come back to Connecticut. The weather is almost always beautiful, there's minimal snow (which is great for me), and it's so much cheaper.
I'm still very torn about the whole situation. I've always wanted the chance to move to a different state, but now I'm nothing short of having a panic attack over it. I've always said I kind of hate Connecticut, but I'm hesitant to actually leave. I know I'll have a job wherever I go, but I know I won't have a car. No matter where I go, I know I'm going to have to sell all of my things except my clothes and my laptop and just leave.
While that idea sounds liberating, it also sounds terrifying. Imagine someone telling you that you have two weeks, drop everything, pack what you can carry, and move across the country. Scared yet?
Sorry this post is kind of a downer, I just don't know what to do at this point. Here are some pictures from my last Oregon visit.
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Courtney, Dad and Me at the beach |
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More beach pictures |
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PDX Airport with Courtney |
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Mountains in the distance |