Blah... x_x Do you ever feel like you're supposed to be happy for someone or about something at the same time that you're extremely sad and worried about something unrelated? Or that you're still holding out hope for something, but at the same time, you feel like the whole situation is completely hopeless? I just don't know what to think anymore.

This is one of the main reasons I always want to leave... I know that means I'm running away from my problems, but things are getting to be too much for me again and I don't want to be where I am anymore. Thanks for bearing with me through the personal bullshit rant I just went on...